Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart.. But you don’t know what to say..
And you don’t know where to start.. Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there..
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care..
Showing posts with label music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label music. Show all posts

Saturday, 16 July 2016

Jealous - Daniel de Bourg (Heartbreak Lullaby #2)






I’m jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It’s closer than my hands have been
Oh, I’m jealous of the rain

I’m jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It’s closer than your shadow
Oh, I’m jealous of the wind, cause

I’m jealous of the nights
That I don’t spend with you
I’m wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I’m jealous of the nights

Said I’m jealous of the love
The love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Yes, I’m jealous of the love, cause

I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive

But I always thought you’d come back
Tell me all you found were
Heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say
I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me



Ashes And Wine - A Fine Frenzy (Heartbreak Lullaby #1)






Don't know what to do anymore
I've lost the only love worth fighting for
I'll drown in my tear storming sea
That would show you, that would make you hurt like me

All the same I don't want mudslinging games
It's such a shame to let you walk away

Don't know if our fate's already sealed
This day's spinning circus on a wheel
I'm ill with the thought of your kiss
Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips

Shut it out I've got no claim on you now
Not allowed to wear your freedom down

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?

I'll tear myself away that is what you need
There is nothing left to say
But

Is there a chance?
A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?
A reason to fight?
Is there a chance you may change your mind?
Or are we ashes and wine?
The day's still ashes and wine
Or are we ashes?



Monday, 8 February 2016

Secret - Collabro






I need another story
Something to get off my chest
Life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess
'Till all my sleeps are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me weak, no I've been on the brink

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
That's driving shiny big black cars

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Got no reason got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that will light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away



Saturday, 13 September 2014

Dengar Bisikku - The Rain








kadang aku berpikir
dapatkah kita terus coba
mendayung perahu kita
menyatukan ingin kita

sedang selalu saja
khilaf yang kecil mengusik
bagai angin berhembus kencang
goyahkan kaki kita

genggam tanganku jangan bimbang
tak usahlah lagi dikenang
naif diri yang pernah datang
jadikan pelajaran, sayang
dengar bisikanku, oh dinda
coba lapangkan dada kita
terima aku apa adanya
jujur hati yang kita jaga

mengapa selalu saja
khilaf yang kecil mengusik
bagai ombak yang besar
goyahkan kaki kita

genggam tanganku jangan bimbang
tak usahlah lagi dikenang
naif diri yang pernah datang
jadikan pelajaran, sayang
dengar bisikanku, oh dinda
coba lapangkan dada kita
terima aku apa adanya
jujur hati yang kita jaga

bila gundahmu tak menghilang
hentikan dulu dayung kita
bila kau ingin lupakan aku
ku tak tahu apalah daya



Friday, 18 October 2013

5 Centimeters per Second



Hey, I heard it 5 centimeters per second. The speed at which a cherry blossom petal falls is 5 centimeters per second.
Akari

Beberapa waktu lalu aku nemuin anime ini di internet, dan iseng nonton karena ceritanya juga cukup singkat, cuma 3 episode aja. Tapi ternyata ceritanya dalem bangeett..

Jadi secara garis besar, film ini menceritakan hubungan persahabatan antara dua orang - Tohno Takaki dan Ahinohara Akari - yang kemudian harus dipisahkan jarak karena Akari harus pindah ke kota lain, dan hubungan persahabatan itu dilanjutkan dengan saling berkirim surat.

The last time we saw each other was at our elementary school graduation ceremony. Half a year has already passed since then. Hey, Takaki-kun, do you still remember me?
Akari

Suatu hari Takaki pun harus pindah ke lain kota - ke tempat yang lebih jauh lagi - yang membuat Takaki memutuskan untuk menghampiri Akari, meskipun harus berkali-kali berganti kereta.


Dan mereka pun kembali berpisah dengan perasaan yang tidak mampu mereka sampaikan, hanya janji untuk tetap saling berkirim surat.



Namun jarak dan waktu semakin memisahkan dua hati, membuatnya semakin tak beriring. Dan komunikasi pun akhirnya tak lagi tercipta.

“When did I get into the habit of typing text messages without an address to send them to?
Takaki

Beberapa tahun kemudian, Takaki pun kembali ke kota asal. Dan tanpa sengaja bersimpangan jalan dengan seseorang dari masa lalunya..

        "I strongly felt, that if I looked back now, she would look back as well.
Takaki


Dan satu lagu di akhir episode 3 dengan suksesnya bikin aku nangis. What a tragic love, I guess, saat waktu memaksa seseorang untuk terus melangkah maju sementara masa lalu masih terus berada di sudut ingatan dan menyelinap kembali di saat-saat terlemah kita..


I’m always searching
For your figure to appear somewhere
On the opposite platform, in the windows along the lane
Even though I know you couldn’t be at such a place
If my wish were to come true
I would be at your side right away
There would be nothing I couldn’t do
I would put everything on the risk and hold you tight, I'll show you
If I just wanted to distract my loneliness
Anybody would have been enough
The stars seems like it will fall in the night
Which is why I can't lie to myself
One more time
Oh seasons, don't disappear
One more time
The time when we were fooling around
I’m always searching
For your figure to appear somewhere
Even when I'm crossing a street, even in the midst of my dreams
Even though I know you couldn’t be at such a place
If a miracle were to happen
I would want to show you immediately
A new morning, who I’ll be from now on
And the words I never said called: "I Love You"
The memories of summer are revolving
The throbbing which suddenly disappeared
I’m always searching
For your figure to appear somewhere
At dawn on the streets, at Sakuragi-cho
Even though I know you couldn’t be at such a place
If my wish were to come true
I would be at your side right away
There would be nothing I couldn’t do
I would put everything on the risk and hold you tight, I'll show you
I’m always searching,
For the fragments of you to appear somewhere
At a traveler’s store, in the corner of newspaper
Even though I know you couldn’t be at such a place
If a miracle were to happen
I would want to show you immediately
A new morning, who I’ll be from now on
And the words I never said called: “I Love You”
I always end up looking
For your smile to appear somewhere
At the railroad crossing, waiting for the express to pass
Even though I know you couldn’t be at such a place
If our lives could be restarted,
No matter how many times it will be, I will go back to you
There’s nothing else that I want
Nothing else is more important than you…


[One More Time, One More Chance - translation lyrics version]




Friday, 13 September 2013

puisi terindah





kapan lagi kutulis untukmu
tulisan-tulisan indahku yang dulu
pernah warnai dunia
puisi terindahku hanya untukmu
[Jikustik – Puisi]

  
pas ngedenger lagi lagu ini, jadi tersadar satu hal.. kangen.. kangen sama malam-malam panjang dimana aku menghabiskan waktu merangkai kata untuk ungkapkan rasa di hati.. kangen sama aliran ribuan kata-kata manis menunggu untuk tertulis.. dan terutama kangen sama satu rasa yang bisa menciptakan hal magis seperti itu.. I miss falling into that feeling, yang mampu keluarkan semua sisi kreatif aku ke permukaan.. puisi, cerpen, prosa singkat, apapun.. rasa yang bikin aku mampu menjelma menjadi Katon Bagaskara dalam semalam (well, tetep ga bisa sehebat dia sih ya, hehe..).. dan di satu titik, akhirnya bikin aku kangen sama seseorang.. seseorang yang berhasil ciptakan rasa itu.. seseorang yang berhasil bikin aku jadi pujangga yang memuja malam.. karena dari sang malamlah, lahir tulisan..

hey, I miss you..

  
aku yang pernah engkau kuatkan
aku yang pernah kau bangkitkan
aku yang pernah kau beri rasa




Saturday, 17 August 2013

Can't Let Go - Landon Pigg







well you're the closest thing, I have
to bring up in a conversation 
about love that didn't last
but I could never call you mine 
cause I could never call myself yours
and if we were really meant to be
well then we've just defied destiny
it's not that our love died, it just never really bloomed

and then we saw our paths diverge
and I guess I felt okay about it
until you got with another man
and then I couldn't understand
why it bothered me so
no we didn't die, we just never had a chance to grow

I can't let go, no I can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go, I can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends
but somehow still you affect the things I do
and you can't lose what you never had
I don't understand why I feel sad
every time I see you out with someone new

I can't let go, no I can't let go
no I can't let go of you

I can't let go, no I can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go, I can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back




Wednesday, 26 June 2013

Mr. Know It All - Kelly Clarkson







Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it, ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something 'bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you?
But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow
 
 
Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
'Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
 

So what you've got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don't
You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see yeah...
 

Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me




stuck with this song since one week ago..
well, maybe because I've got news about what some people think about me..
so different than the real me..

so, baby..
you don't know a thing about me..





Sunday, 19 May 2013

Sidekick - A Very Potter Senior Year OST






It's not fair, it's not fair
I didn't know, I wasn't there
It's not fair, it's not fair
Seeing you lying there

I wasn't strong enough
To save you from the evil stuff
I wasn't smart like you
To do what you would do

I know I'm not a leading man
I know I'm not a star
But I know what makes me special
Ïs what I feel in my heart

I'm just a sidekick
But I love being at your side

I've been in the shadows for far too long
But I'm the leading man of this song
I was a stupid doofus but now that's gone
I'm ready for a change, gonna keep calm and carry on!

I know I'm not a pretty boy, but I'm a man
I'll find the way to save ya, baby, yes I can
Don't confuse the way I was with way I am
I'm ready for a change gonna take a stand

I'm just a sidekick
Oh yes, I'm just a sidekick
Oh, yeah, I'm just a sidekick
But I love being at your side

I'm always forgotten always come in second place
I'll never be a front man, no one can remember my face
If I was in a dinner I would surely be the less promiment taste

But when I think of how I feel for you
And the love I have inside
I forget about all that things I am not
And my heart swells up with pride

Am I the strongest? No I'm not.
Am I the smartest? No I'm not.
Am I the hottest? No I'm not.
But am I the greatest? No I'm not!

Am I the hero? No I'm not.
Am I the one who steals the show? No I'm not.
Am I the one who you should know? No I'm not.
But am I the one who takes you home? Definitely not!

Am I the chosen one? No I'm not.
Am I the prodigal son? No I'm not. 
Am I almost done? No I'm not.
But I'm the one who's gonna love you with all of his heart
Because that what I got!
But I'm the one who's gonna love you with all of his heart
Because that what I got!

I'm not a great athlete, I'm no good at art
And I know my brain is not my most impressive part
My wand can barely work and my car won't start
But I know what makes me special's what I feel in my heart

I'm just a sidekick
Oh yes, I'm just a sidekick
Oh, yeah, I'm just a sidekick
But I love, I love, I love being at your side!




I love Joey Richter' performance here..
well, honestly, I love his performance everywhere.. :D






Saturday, 9 March 2013

5 chosen songs




Dua hari lalu ada yang tiba-tiba bilang mau di-bluetooth-in lagu dari hp aku, lagu-lagu dari Irlandia, Swedia, dan negara mana lah aku ga merhatiin ucapannya dia. Pengennya lagu yang tipenya rada nge-rock gitu, 5 lagu aja. Berujung aku natap deretan playlist di hp aku dengan wajah bego. I have a thousand more songs in my phone, and he asked me 5 songs only? seriously? yah, gampangnya sih kalo lagu nge-rock tinggal dengerin AJ McLean atau Fun., but since he asked for some Irish or Sweden songs, or whatever country I guess from Scandinavia or Europe overall, agak bingung juga.. Darin and Eric Saade for all I know tipe lagunya lebih ke pop-dance.. Alexander Rybak folk abis, Danny Saucedo dance abis.. Venke Knutson, a1, Mans Zemerlow, Ola Svensson jelas pop banget.. *haa, biarpun sebenernya kalo aku transferin lagunya AJ McLean atau Fun. kayaknya dia ga bakalan tau mereka dari Amrik juga sih*
Jadinya aku ngubek-ngubek koleksi lagu Eurovision aku, and so here’s what I gave him..

haa, Dmitri ganteng banget yaaa..
1.  LiteSound – We Are The Heroes  (from Belarus, ESC 2012)
This is obviously my first choice.. hey, he asked me for the songs that I like, and I love LiteSound.. and they are rock band for sure – well, biarpun music video-nya We Are The Heroes cheesy banget ampe aku ga mau download.. :D




2.  A Friend In London – New Tomorrow  (from Denmark, ESC 2011)
Hmm, benernya ni lagu genre-nya bisa dibilang agak nge-rock ga sih? ahaha.. lagu mereka yang Calling A Friend sih emang agak rock, but since I opened my Eurovision folder, so I sent him New Tomorrow.. well, I love the lyrics definitely..



3.  Compact Disco – Sound of Our Hearts  (from Hungary, ESC 2012)
Here is the pop-rock music.. Europe pop-rock music, for sure.. and definitely Lia’s favorite band in Eurovision.. :D  *I still prefer LiteSound, ahaha..*



4.  Eldrine – One More Day  (from Georgia, ESC 2011)
Kalo yang ini beneran lagu rock.. dan vokalis ceweknya keren bangeeetttt..





5.  Eric Saade – Popular  (from Sweden, ESC 2011)
Okay, ini sebenernya pilihan desperate – last choice banget karena udah ga bisa mikir lagi mau ngasih lagu apa *sorry, Eric, but you're not in my rock genre choice*.. pilihannya cuma antara Eric Saade yang Popular atau Tooji yang Stay.. well, dua-duanya ga rock sih benernya, tapi da udah ga tau mau ngasih apa.. ahaha.. so, I chose this hanya berdasarkan kesukaan aja.. :D



Benernya waktu dia minta lagu yang genre-nya rock, yang pertama kepikiran tuh lagunya Emil Solli-Tangen & Gromth.. kan heavy-metal tuh, biar sekalian gitu.. sayangnya aku ga punya lagunya di hp.. dan kayaknya ga akan nyimpen juga sih, ga kuat mental dengerin the Gromth-nya.. ahaha..



Sunday, 27 January 2013

New Album : Les Miserables (Original London Cast)



my new album for this week..
thanks to Amalia for this.. :)













            TRACKS :

disc 1 :
01 Prologue: Work Song
02 Prologue: Valjean Arrested / Valjean Forgiven
03 Prologue: What Have I Done?
04 At the End of the Day
05 I Dreamed a Dream
06 Lovely Ladies
07 Who Am I?
08 Come to Me
09 Confrontation
10 Castle On a Cloud
11 Master of the House
12 Thenardier Waltz
13 Stars
14 Look Down
15 Little People
16 Red & Black
17 Do You Hear the People Sing?


disc 2 :
01 Love Montage: I Saw Him Once / In My Life / A Heart Full of Love
02 Plumet Attack
03 One Day More
04 On My Own
05 The Attack
06 A Little Fall of Rain
07 Drink With Me
08 Bring Him Home
09 Dog Eats Dog
10 Javert's Suicide: Soliloquy
11 Turning
12 Empty Chairs At Empty Tables
13 Beggars At the Feast
14 Finale