Ashes And Wine - A Fine Frenzy (Heartbreak Lullaby #1)

Don't know what to do anymore

I've lost the only love worth fighting for

I'll drown in my tear storming sea

That would show you, that would make you hurt like me

All the same I don't want mudslinging games

It's such a shame to let you walk away

Don't know if our fate's already sealed

This day's spinning circus on a wheel

I'm ill with the thought of your kiss

Coffee laced intoxicating on her lips

Shut it out I've got no claim on you now

Not allowed to wear your freedom down

Is there a chance?

A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?

A reason to fight?

Is there a chance you may change your mind?

Or are we ashes and wine?

I'll tear myself away that is what you need

There is nothing left to say

But

Is there a chance?

A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel?

A reason to fight?

Is there a chance you may change your mind?

Or are we ashes and wine?

The day's still ashes and wine

Or are we ashes?

Can't Let Go - Landon Pigg

well you're the closest thing, I have

to bring up in a conversation 

about love that didn't last

but I could never call you mine 

cause I could never call myself yours

and if we were really meant to be

well then we've just defied destiny

it's not that our love died, it just never really bloomed

and then we saw our paths diverge

and I guess I felt okay about it

until you got with another man

and then I couldn't understand

why it bothered me so

no we didn't die, we just never had a chance to grow

I can't let go, no I can't let go of you

you're holding me back without even trying to

I can't let go, I can't move on from the past

without lifting a finger you're holding me back

and it might not make much sense

to you or any of my friends

but somehow still you affect the things I do

and you can't lose what you never had

I don't understand why I feel sad

every time I see you out with someone new

I can't let go, no I can't let go

no I can't let go of you

I can't let go, no I can't let go of you

you're holding me back without even trying to

I can't let go, I can't move on from the past

without lifting a finger you're holding me back

Mr. Know It All - Kelly Clarkson

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it, ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something 'bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you?
But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow  

 

Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
'Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me 

So what you've got the world at your feet
And you know everything about everything
But you don't
You still think I'm coming back but baby you'll see yeah... 

Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
'Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me
You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

stuck with this song since one week ago..
well, maybe because I've got news about what some people think about me..
so different than the real me..

so, baby..

you don't know a thing about me..

Sidekick - A Very Potter Senior Year OST

It's not fair, it's not fair

I didn't know, I wasn't there

It's not fair, it's not fair

Seeing you lying there

I wasn't strong enough

To save you from the evil stuff

I wasn't smart like you

To do what you would do

I know I'm not a leading man

I know I'm not a star

But I know what makes me special

Ïs what I feel in my heart

I'm just a sidekick

But I love being at your side

I've been in the shadows for far too long

But I'm the leading man of this song

I was a stupid doofus but now that's gone

I'm ready for a change, gonna keep calm and carry on!

I know I'm not a pretty boy, but I'm a man

I'll find the way to save ya, baby, yes I can

Don't confuse the way I was with way I am

I'm ready for a change gonna take a stand

I'm just a sidekick

Oh yes, I'm just a sidekick

Oh, yeah, I'm just a sidekick

But I love being at your side

I'm always forgotten always come in second place

I'll never be a front man, no one can remember my face

If I was in a dinner I would surely be the less promiment taste

But when I think of how I feel for you

And the love I have inside

I forget about all that things I am not

And my heart swells up with pride

Am I the strongest? No I'm not.

Am I the smartest? No I'm not.

Am I the hottest? No I'm not.

But am I the greatest? No I'm not!

Am I the hero? No I'm not.

Am I the one who steals the show? No I'm not.

Am I the one who you should know? No I'm not.

But am I the one who takes you home? Definitely not!

Am I the chosen one? No I'm not.

Am I the prodigal son? No I'm not. 

Am I almost done? No I'm not.

But I'm the one who's gonna love you with all of his heart

Because that what I got!

But I'm the one who's gonna love you with all of his heart

Because that what I got!

I'm not a great athlete, I'm no good at art

And I know my brain is not my most impressive part

My wand can barely work and my car won't start

But I know what makes me special's what I feel in my heart

I'm just a sidekick

Oh yes, I'm just a sidekick

Oh, yeah, I'm just a sidekick

But I love, I love, I love being at your side!

I love Joey Richter' performance here..
well, honestly, I love his performance everywhere.. :D

watch it  >>>  Joey Richter sang Sidekick @ AVPSY

Do You Hear The People Sing? - Les Miserables

Do you hear the people sing?

Singing a song of angry men?

It is the music of a people

Who will not be slaves again!

When the beating of your heart

Echoes the beating of the drums

There is a life about to start

When tomorrow comes!

Will you join in our crusade?

Who will be strong and stand with me?

Beyond the barricade

Is there a world you long to see?

Then join in the fight

That will give you the right to be free!

Do you hear the people sing?

Singing a song of angry men?

It is the music of a people

Who will not be slaves again!

When the beating of your heart

Echoes the beating of the drums

There is a life about to start

When tomorrow comes!

Will you give all you can give

So that our banner may advance

Some will fall and some will live

Will you stand up and take your chance?

The blood of the martyrs

Will water the meadows of France!

Do you hear the people sing?

Singing a song of angry men?

It is the music of a people

Who will not be slaves again!

When the beating of your heart

Echoes the beating of the drums

There is a life about to start

When tomorrow comes!

So Close - Jon McLaughlin

last week I watched 'Enchanted' movie again on Disney Channel..
when it came to dance-scene with this song, I almost burst into tears..
ahaha.. mungkin pas lagi sensi aja kali ya..
soalnya terakhir kali nonton film ini, ga ada adegan aku sampai terharu segala kok..

but this song is really sweet.. and the scene is really romantic..

                       you're in my arms
              and all the world is calm
        the music playing on, for only two
                   so close, together
                and when I'm with you

              so close, to feeling alive

                     as life goes by,
             romantic dreams must die
    so I bid my goodbye, and never knew
                 so close, was waiting
                waiting here with you
              and now, forever, I know

                   all that I wanted,
              was to hold you, so close
                 so close, to reaching
           that famous happy end, and
                  almost, believing,
           this one's not pretend, and
               now you're, beside me
          and look how far we've come

                     so far, we are
                          so close..

   oh how could I face, the faceless days?
             if I should lose you now
                           we're.. 
 so close, to reaching, that famous happy end
 and almost, believing, this one's not pretend
 and let's go on dreaming, for we know we are

                         so close..
                         so close..
                    and still so far..

Your Eyes Don't Lie - David Archuleta

I saw you yesterday
It's been a while
You tried, but failed
At holding back your smile right then
It's not over yet
I knew, for you
I couldn't sleep
I thought of nothing else
I needed help
Everyone was telling me
You were movin' on with someone else
But what we had was so special
People can be jealous
Oh, I had to see it for myself

I can see it in your eyes
You feel the same about us as I
There is no way the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie

I know I hurt you
I know you're hurtin' still
But I'll make it up to you
Yeah, baby, I will
'Cause what we had was so special
You know we can't give it up
Now that I'm lookin' at you
I can see..

I can see it in your eyes
You feel the same about us as I
There is no way the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie
And they never will, girl

Oh, now that I know
We were apart, but your heart never let go
So thank you for showing me with one look
What used to be and still is a possibility..

I can see it in your eyes
You feel the same about us as I
There is no way the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie
Your eyes don't lie

my must-listened song, on repeated track

for almost a month

and inspired me to write one short-story about it

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

ps :
goodbye my spring story, my secret love..
thank you for a wonderful feeling..

To Have A Home - A Very Potter Sequel OST

Home,
I've heard the word before,
but it never meant much more
than just a thing I've never had.

A "place,"
They say, "Hey, know your place!"
But I've never had a place to even know,
or a face that I could go to
if I needed someone there...

I'm laughing
it's hard to hide a smile
My god, it's been a while
since I have had a reason to.

To think
it's been here all along
somewhere to belong,
and a reason,
a something-to-believe-in

I've finally found it,
a place where I'm wanted...
This must be how it feels to have a home

I used to dream about it
but never schemed or counted
on fantasies or wishes-
it breaks a man to see what he misses

For so many nights I'd pray
for a better life, a better day
but I never thought that it'd come true
It's finally here and I don't know what to do
and I'm trying not to cry

This must be how it feels
to have a home

I've finally made it
I've hoped and I've waited
and for the first time in my life, I don't feel so
alone

My heart starts to heal
to know this is real.
This is how it must feel
to have a home!

Glee: The Music Presents the Warblers

album ini merupakan album ketujuh untuk soundtrack drama televisi Amerika, Glee. Dalam album ini terdapat 13 lagu – semuanya cover version – dimana 11 lagu merupakan lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh The Warblers dalam drama televisi Glee, dan 2 lagu lainnya merupakan bonus eksklusif album tersebut.

Here is the tracks.. well, with some notes from me.. ehehe..

1. Teenage Dream (version covered : Katy Perry)

lagu ini dinyanyikan di episode 6. Never Been Kissed, bisa dikatakan sebagai debut untuk The Warblers. The Warblers adalah glee club di Dalton Academy, private school khusus untuk pria. Kurt yang berniat memata-matai tim lawan menyamar sebagai anak baru dan ternyata malah berkenalan dengan Blaine, yang merupakan lead singer glee club tersebut.

2. Hey, Soul Sister (version covered : Train)

lagu ini dinyanyikan di episode 9. Special Education. The Warblers menyanyikan lagu ini pada pertandingan tingkat regional. ini juga merupakan debut Kurt dalam The Warblers dan melawan klub lamanya New Direction.

3. Bills, Bills, Bills (version covered : Destiny’s Child)

lagu ini muncul di episode 11. The Sue Sylvester Shuffle sebagai lagu yang dinyanyikan The Warblers saat berkumpul di ruang klub.

4. Silly Love Songs (version covered : Wings)

lagu ini muncul di episode 12. Silly Love Songs, sebagai lagu penutup episode. lagu ini dinyanyikan The Warblers di Breadstix, a local restaurant, dalam rangka merayakan valentine.

5. When I Get You Alone (version covered : Robin Thicke)

ini lagu yang digunakan Blaine untuk ‘nembak’ satu pramuniaga GAP (yang membuat Kurt patah hati dan juga Klaine Fans marah besar :D). he named it ‘The GAP-attack. lagu ini juga yang menjadi lagu pertama The Warblers bawakan di luar kampus ataupun acara kompetisi, sepanjang sejarah sekolah mereka. lagu ini muncul di episode 12. Silly Love Songs.

6. Animal (version covered : Neon Trees)

lagu ini muncul karena Kurt dan Blaine terpancing ucapan Sue Sylvester yang mengatakan bahwa New Direction mengambil tema ‘sexy’ untuk kompetisi nasional. Blaine berpendapat bahwa mereka juga harus bisa membawakan lagu dan aura yang tak kalah seksinya. lagu ini dinyanyikan di episode 15. Sexy.

7. Misery (version covered : Maroon 5)

lagu ini merupakan opening song episode 16. Original Song, seluruh anggota The Warblers menyanyikan lagu ini dan Blaine pun menyatakan mereka sudah siap untuk kompetisi nasional, sedangkan Kurt justru mengatakan kalo kelompok itu bukannya The Warblers tapi ‘Blaine and the Pipes’ karena selama ini hanya Blaine yang dominan di kelompok. dalam lagu ini mulai terlihat chemistry antara Blaine dan Kurt yang semakin kuat.

8. Blackbird (version covered : The Beatles)

lagu ini merupakan persembahan Kurt untuk Pavarotti – burun The Warblers -  yang mati mendadak kemungkinan karena weather shock. Kurt telah menganggap Pavarotti sebagai sahabatnya dan menyanyikannya di depan anggota klub. lagu ini juga yang akhirnya ‘menggerakkan’ hati Blaine untuk menyadari perasaannya pada Kurt. lagu ini muncul di episode 16. Original Song.

versi di CD berbeda yaitu versi orkestra, sementara versi di series adalah acapella khas The Warblers. aku lebih suka versi series karena di versi CD suara Kurt yang halus malah tenggelam oleh musiknya.

9. Candles (version covered : Hey Monday)

lagu ini muncul di episode 16. Original Song, merupakan lagu pertama yang dibawakan The Warblers dalam kompetisi nasional dimana Blaine dan Kurt sebagai lead vocalnya. lagu ini juga merupakan debur Kurt sebagai lead vocal the Warblers sendiri.

10. Raise Your Glass (version covered : Pink)

ini merupakan lagu kedua yang dibawakan The Warblers di kompetisi nasional, di episode 16. Original Song.

11. Somewhere Only We Know (version covered : Keane)

lagu ini muncul di episode 18. Born This Way. singkat cerita Kurt akhirnya kembali lagi ke New Direction dan ini merupakan ucapan selamat tinggal dari Blaine & The Warblers.

12. What kind of Fool (version covered : Barbra Streisand & Barry Gibb)

[bonus song] tidak muncul dalam series.

13. Do Ya Think I’m Sexy (version covered : Rod Stewart)

[bonus song] tidak muncul dalam series.

Enchanted - Owl City

cover/reply to Taylor Swift's song

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

[chorus]
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

The lingering question kept me up
2AM, who do you love?
I wondered till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
Hey it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

[chorus]

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you too
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
Taylor I'll spend my whole life wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too

I was never in love with someone else
I never had somebody waiting on me
'Cause you were all of my dreams come true
And I just wish you knew
Taylor I was so in love with you.