Last
weekend, I was travelling to Pangandaran.. ran from daily activity and spent
time with my old friends..
On
2nd day of holiday, I was doing body-rafting.. the first time ever.. and I
didn't even know what body-rafting is like.. dan nggak bisa browsing internet
secara sinyal dengan berbaik hati memilih untuk mematikan diri - well, I guess that was the holiday
supposed to, away from 'the world'.. sedikit ragu sih, bahkan sampai
detik-detik terakhir, tapi nggak tahu kenapa tiba-tiba keingetan ucapannya Bang
Willy - saat dia mencoba membelokkan aku ke jalur abstrak - that you only live
once.. why should you afraid of trying everything, as far as it safe - biarpun
fakta kalau aku nggak bisa berenang itu bikin rada parno juga.. it's kinda like
when you wanna ride a rollercoaster.. excited at first, but the closer you to
the gate, your anxious getting bigger.. until you come to one point where you
should make desicion.. mundur atau melanjutkan.. having regrets because you do
it, or because you don't do it.. since life is about choices, about chances,
about making memories.. and I thought, because my lack in partner-in-life
department, why don't I cherish my freedom and go travelling.. try something new..
have fun with people who can enjoy their life..
I
can't even swim.. and I tried body-rafting.. and I tried rope-jumping - biarpun
nggak mau nyobain lagi, karena begitu masuk ke dalam air, rasa takut itu masih
ada.. trauma itu masih menyisa di sudut ingatan.. but what I love was having a
great laugh.. having a great time with crazy enough people.. yelling, jumping,
falling.. and swimming.. yap, aku bisa mengatasi ketakutan aku 'berenang' di
air dalam selama pake safety vest - biarpun entah kenapa berenangnya malah
mundur, coba.. ahahaha..
Someone
says, try something outside your comfort zone.. and this body-rafting stuff was
my 'out-of-the-box' thing..
And
it was fun..
And
crazy..
Yet
fun..
Cibenda,
07 Mei 2016
PS
:
Thank you buat 7 manusia abstrak - dan sarap - yang udah bikin liburan pendek
kemarin menyenangkan..
